My Love. Mr. Sohta x reader pt.18

You both sat there in silence until finally he spoke.
“What do you feel like having (Y/N)?”
“Something light I suppose.”
You grumbled as he stared at you, his eyes trailing your thin body.
“Your getting thin, I'm ordering for you.”
You wanted to flip the table so badly but with so many eyes watching it would only end badly. When the waiter returned Hideki was already ordering yours and his dinner, you sat in silence as the waiter gave you one last look before departing into the kitchen. Taking a sip of your wine you were taken back from the slight bitter taste, slowly you moved the glass away and set it back onto the table. During your first wine tasting Hideki was watching from side of the table, his fingers lined against the slender base of the glass. Moving the glass to the side slightly and bringing it to his lips he chuckled as he sipped the red liquid. Looking away from the man across from you, you noticed a young man standing not to far away from you, his shirt stained slightly with red, hair matched Mr. Sohta's but shorter. You knew you were looking at the boy but something about the way he stared at you, longingly almost in a fix.
“See something my love?”
you shook your head and turned to face the man once more.
“(Y/N), I know that our relationship isn't going so smoothly but I want to fix it, please become mine.”
“You already know my answer, but if you like me to repeat it for you it's no.”
“Please, just say yes, I'll be different. I'll make this right”
you glared at the man in front of you, pity was all you could feel for him at the moment. You knew he just wanted someone to love him but after everything he had put you through…
“You ruined everything, my life, and the friendship between student and teacher we had. You are nothing more than my attacker”
you made sure to whisper that little last bit even if you wanted someone to help you, you know that he could kill them. He was crazy, a psycho, a monster. To you he was the worst of them all in your opinion but in other people's eyes he was a saint, sweetheart, loving. You felt your mind scream at you to run now, to take off towards the exit or to the arms of another for protection but you had to time it, timing was everything. The thought of leaving him was exciting but it also didn't feel right, you felt as if you needed to stay but why you thought. When the waiter returned with the food Mr. Sohta removed his hand off of yours, even though you weren't sure how the both of you got into that hold. When the waiter placed the plate of food in front of you, you inhaled the intoxicating smell of spices and the sound the sizzling meat. Lifting the fork and knife you sliced a piece of meat and brought it to your lips tasting the hot savouring meat. You wanted to let out a moan of approval but you felt it in, looking up from your plate you noticed that Mr. Sohta was watching you, smiling as you were enjoying your meal.
“I take it, it's good?” He chuckled
“Maybe.” You replied harshly
you returned back to your meal, digging the edge of the fork into your loaded baked potato you scooped up the contents and shoved it into your mouth, you eyes teared up as the potato burned your mouth and throat as the food traveled down. As soon as the food was down you grabbed the wine glass and cranked the liquid down, ignoring the taste.
“It's hot” Hideki smirked
“Thanks” you coughed “for the late information”
After your small coughing fit you wiped your mouth with the fabric napkin and placed it neatly as possible onto the table beside the window. Gazing out now, the sun was setting creating a romantic atmosphere for most people, for you it was a sickening joke. When you felt Mr. Sohta's hand move onto yours you jumped slightly and glanced down at his hands. His hand engulfed yours completely making yours seem so small and fragile. Looking onto his face you saw him glance away towards the window and staring out.
“Isn't it amazing. This evening seems to move so quickly and yet we had just begun.”
“says you, but I suppose I agree.”
“Hmm, oh (Y/N) I almost forgot to ask you, after our outing, would you like to back to your room tonight or would you like to snuggle up to a movie?”
“I'll think about it”
snuggle, the one thing he wants to do with you is snuggle. Apart of you were happy but it was only for an amount of time before a snuggle becomes pain. Slowly you removed your hand from under his and placed it in your lap, brushing off the little crease in your dress. Soon the both of you left the restaurant, silently until you both walked into the park. Street post lite as you and a few other people wandered the area or sat in the benches. It was a chilly night at this point, the sun was close to disappearing and the nightly sky began to dance with the brightness of the stars. Moving off the path your heart skipped a beat as you felt him now dragging you towards the water, the large pond rippled as you approached. Standing at the edge you watched as Mr. Sohta picked up a flat stone and flung it across the top of the pond, skipping it until it sinked to the bottom never to be seen again.
He turned to you, smiling as you looked away blushing. His heart beated fast as he brought his hands to your face, stroking the soft skin before moving a stand of hair behind your ear. He loved moments like this, the closeness, that ability to touch you without scaring you, he enjoyed staring into your (E/C) orbs and getting lost in them as a small shimmer of life bounced behind the eyes, a chance for happiness and a second chance.
“Hmm?” You hummed
“Your beautiful, and all mine”
Rolling your eyes you watched as some of the day creatures scurried off back to their homes for the night, leaving only the nocturnal animals to make their way out for the hunt. Jumping slightly, you turned to see Mr. Sohta placing his hand on your hip and guide you away from the water and onto the path once more, moving slowly around the corner you noticed something or someone. Standing under the post light was Takano, her gaze looking down cast before looking up at you, the her expression changed to one of worry as she pointed off towards the house, the area was dark and only a shadow you could tell stood inside. She soon began to mouth out words to you before fading into the darkness causing the light to burst. Both you and Mr. Sohta jumped as the light exploded above you sending little sparks down onto the both of you.
“Huh, interesting.”
Frightened from the sudden outburst of the light you cling to his arm and forced him to keep walking towards the next light to stand under more caution. As the both of you made your way back past the empty lot you sighed loudly which earned you a low growl. You whimpered as you were now more or less dragged into the house, the door slammed shut and your back pressed up against the far wall. When Mr. Sohta turned towards you, madness and angry screamed within his eyes. Seeing as you had no other chance you ran, running at full speed into his bedroom and locking the door. You could hear his shouts and roars as he banged against the door you had only a quick look beforehand, seeing a window in your reach you jogged towards it and started to opening it, slowly the window creaked open and soon fell off completely. You climbed out of the window and fell to the ground with a thud, standing up wi grunt you ran towards the opposite way of the house, towards the school.